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BG1: ramblings of a Mad man (TL;DR)

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5y, 10m agoPosted 5 years, 10 months ago
ok this is very long in next post.

I wrote the below all my self btw.
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5y, 10m agoPosted 5 years, 10 months ago
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Only after 20+ years of being dead in this world, I have finally awoken and am now slowly starting to see the REAL WORLD in that we live.

Only a few months ago I was walking and saw a male wearing a hodded top with the hood up, the first thoughts that come into my head was “this guy is a thug,, trouble maker , they make our streets unsafe”. As soon as those thoughts popped up in my mind, I questioned, why did I instinctively feel that? The answer I found was that its what I here in the media, the stereotyping I here has actually brainwashed me and without actually assessing the situation I thought that straight away about this person (who turned out actually was my friend be a friend). When I here “Muslim, Islamic, Iraq, Iran, etc” and many Asian names, in my head actually triggers thoughts of “terrorists, extremists, thugs”. I then asked why these thoughts are popping in my head instantly. I found it was because of the media they have been telling me in lots of subtle ways which slowly brainwashed me without knowing. I have Muslim friends who are just the same as friends from other races/religion, they are just as nice, funny, sensible, etc etc as everyone else I know, but why do I think of words like “extremists” when I here the “buzz” words I said above, even though my own experiences tell me this is not true?


I thought to my self only the other day when im 80 years old and my grandchildren ask me what I have done in my life what am I going to say that will interest them. That from the ages of 20-65 (45years!!!), I worked 40hours as week in a room, and once a year I went on holiday for 2weeks. I asked my self is this living? Is this what my life going to be? I thought that I’m like a cow on a farm, I am being used for meat and milk (in our case money, which ends up going all back to the same people.) Is this what I call living? Surely there is more to life then this?

I ask my self is this what living life is? What have I experienced, do I feel fulfilled? Sadly the answers for me are no. Only over the past few weeks I noticed my greed for money, even till a few weeks ago my dreams for the past 10 years were to have a big house, lots of money, nice cars, and holidays. Notice how I didn’t mention family, being happy, or fulfilled. I scratch my head even now asking my self why didn’t I say those things then? if anyone her knows the answer please tell me, because im still trying to figure it out.

To me now my dream is to have children, to keep close to my family and good friends, to do some good in this world, money is not even in there, although sure it would be nice to be financially set for life, but id sooner be in a loving family then that.

Why is there so much hate in this world? When I USED to see people wearing hoddies, or tracksuit bottoms, I instantly had a negative feeling about them and thought they are this and that. WHY do I think this, what or who has conditioned me to think like this? A perfect example is this forum, please look at my last 10-15 threads on here, even though my prior history of being a labelled an “troll” on this forum, look at the comments that people said when I asked for legitimate advice. The people who made those comments, I do not dislike or have a hatred for them, I have learned that there is no need to put energy towards hating or disliking people, it only makes us feel bad and negative thoughts. Why are they making these comments? Who or what has conditioned them to hate our fellow man? We are all from the same species, we should be love and care for each other, not hate or dislike our fellow man.

I could write another 10 paragraphs but ill leave it as this for now, I wil admit the stuff above is not completely all mine, as I have been doing a lot of reading and studying and taking ideas from people here and there. I am also sorry for the spelling.



Edited By: black gerbil1 on Feb 05, 2011 17:09
banned#2
nice cut and paste skills
#3
In b4 the hate.
#4
BG1-no hate,seriously,but could you just make up your mind who you are ffs? then people may take your advice threads seriously! One minute you are a famous actor in hawaii on the set of lost,driving a bmw,loadsa money etc etc. Then you kinda vanish from the boards a while and with no explanation come back asking about cvs,job applications,starting at the lower rung in companies,opening bank accounts etc.

Then last week you are back to claiming you drive a rolls royce,and now this? Gonna just tell us who and what you are and there are plenty will help when you post advice threads.

You are either an ordinary person like the rest of us,or you are mega rich and laugh at those who dont have hundreds of thousands of pounds-which is it exactly? or are you one thing one day and another the next?

Edited By: barky on Feb 05, 2011 17:20
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#6
*hear
#7
im interested if anyone has any thoughts or questions against what i said.
2 Likes #8
How's your son? You haven't mentioned him in ages - do you get to see him much?
#9
bg1, hmmmm you look familiar....

im sure ive seen you hanging around the wolverhampton bus station, always holding half empty carling ca on a daily basisn...

why did you hurl abuse at me when i offered you my pastty? i thought i was doing you a favour
#10
black gerbil1
im interested if anyone has any thoughts or questions against what i said.

I misread that as 'I have some homework from school, can any one help me do it as I can't be bothered'. Silly me.
banned#11
black gerbil1
Only after 20+ years of being dead in this world,


I got to that point and realised the futility.
#12
Good luck getting any feedback on your essay. People have long memories and will only remember your old (classic) threads which totally contradict your above thoughts and feelings.
Its like you have totally changed persona or is this the real you?
I doubt very much people on here hate you, I know I don't hate anyone on here!
1 Like #13
You say -
Why are they making these comments? Who or what has conditioned them to hate our fellow man?
Its because of you and your past history of lies and stupid threads. You know the story about the boy who cried wolf right? Well you came up with so much crap that in the end thats all anyone ever came to expect from you.
If you play the fool you get treated like one.
banned#14
Lol @ not getting it
#15
It's like reading a poor mans Adrian Mole sometimes with BG1s posts
#16
BG1 well good for you, it's nice to think independently and not be brainwashed. I don't buy newspapers, and turn the sound off when adverts come on the tv, want to keep my mind clear of too much garbage.
#17
Not buying newspapers or watching the news would surely be classed as being ignorant ofbthe world around you, not as avoiding brain washing
#18
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#19
stewby
Not buying newspapers or watching the news would surely be classed as being ignorant ofbthe world around you, not as avoiding brain washing
i think we should watch the news, but watch more unbasied TV news like PRESS TV on (chan 515 on sky)

and instead of believing what the media tell us, we take a step back, digest and question what they are saying and come up with our own views instead of eating there up unknowingly
#20
^^^^ If ever there was any doubt about alien abduction then this proves it. Where is BG1, what have you done with him?
banned#21
greg_68
^^^^ If ever there was any doubt about alien abduction then this proves it. Where is BG1, what have you done with him?


It happened to Cartman too! X)

http://www.fortunecity.com/lavender/chelmsford/227/101_5.jpg
#22
I blame David Ikce.
banned#23
i blame cut and and paste and of course boredom : )
#24
Good points raised there and a lot very true.
banned#25
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MarzBarz
Good points raised there and a lot very true.
#26
stewby
Not buying newspapers or watching the news would surely be classed as being ignorant ofbthe world around you, not as avoiding brain washing

I didn't say I don't watch the news. I do, although I more often read it on the web as I like to get the info from different countries/writers. No interest whatsoever in the latest divorce sex scandal clothing malfunction facelift etc.
#27
mumbojumbo
Well done on the reading. I think you'd like "The God of Small Things" by Arundhati Roy and "The Life of Pi" by Yann Martel. :)


i never read either, although I do have the latter :)
banned 1 Like #28
Jumpingphil
barky
BG1-no hate,seriously,but could you just make up your mind who you are ffs? then people may take your advice threads seriously! One minute you are a famous actor in hawaii on the set of lost,driving a bmw,loadsa money etc etc. Then you kinda vanish from the boards a while and with no explanation come back asking about cvs,job applications,starting at the lower rung in companies,opening bank accounts etc.Then last week you are back to claiming you drive a rolls royce,and now this? Gonna just tell us who and what you are and there are plenty will help when you post advice threads.You are either an ordinary person like the rest of us,or you are mega rich and laugh at those who dont have hundreds of thousands of pounds-which is it exactly? or are you one thing one day and another the next?
Ordinary person I think, who can't even work out how to ask for a loan.Have a laugh, errrrrr I mean look, here.

err, i think the lad is only having a laugh on here,nothing wrong with that....
#29
bg1 even if this wasnt an original thought / written piece by you , I think it's good you are at least trying to think outside the box in a constructive way ....



Edited By: astonmart4321 on Feb 06, 2011 09:51
banned#30
I think if you look in the past 200 to 300 years you'll see that people have done some terrible things for money, but the proles are silenced by propaganda. The "fight against terror" and the invasion of oil and mineral rich countries is a continuation of this.

Look back at the scandalous ways the british empire operated if you want to understand what terrorism is. This is just the era of the american empire and we're just trying to hang off their cost tails. I'm just worried about the day they step on china's toes.

Seriously though, people should read up about the empire.
banned#31
RFC
Jumpingphil
barky
BG1-no hate,seriously,but could you just make up your mind who you are ffs? then people may take your advice threads seriously! One minute you are a famous actor in hawaii on the set of lost,driving a bmw,loadsa money etc etc. Then you kinda vanish from the boards a while and with no explanation come back asking about cvs,job applications,starting at the lower rung in companies,opening bank accounts etc.Then last week you are back to claiming you drive a rolls royce,and now this? Gonna just tell us who and what you are and there are plenty will help when you post advice threads.You are either an ordinary person like the rest of us,or you are mega rich and laugh at those who dont have hundreds of thousands of pounds-which is it exactly? or are you one thing one day and another the next?
Ordinary person I think, who can't even work out how to ask for a loan.Have a laugh, errrrrr I mean look, here.
err, i think the lad is only having a laugh on here,nothing wrong with that....

oh forgot ....and the same mugs keep falling for it : ))))) love this forum.
#32
bykergrove
I think if you look in the past 200 to 300 years you'll see that people have done some terrible things for money, but the proles are silenced by propaganda. The "fight against terror" and the invasion of oil and mineral rich countries is a continuation of this.

Look back at the scandalous ways the british empire operated if you want to understand what terrorism is. This is just the era of the american empire and we're just trying to hang off their cost tails. I'm just worried about the day they step on china's toes.

Seriously though, people should read up about the empire.

will do :)
#33
bykergrove
I think if you look in the past 200 to 300 years you'll see that people have done some terrible things for money, but the proles are silenced by propaganda. The "fight against terror" and the invasion of oil and mineral rich countries is a continuation of this.

Look back at the scandalous ways the british empire operated if you want to understand what terrorism is. This is just the era of the american empire and we're just trying to hang off their cost tails. I'm just worried about the day they step on china's toes.

Seriously though, people should read up about the empire.

Trust Me, China will come back, they were ripped apart in the 1850's by the West etc. They been modernizing since the turn of the century

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