As some of you know my life is crap and just keeps getting worse, the love of my life is running off to find happiness, he had some kind of mental breakdown after a death in the family which led him to blame me, our child and our home for his misery.
He is leaving soon and as I dont work I fear eviction, nothing I have tried has worked, I've spoken to doctors, charities and the police no help at all, I've tried reaching out to him.
in my desperation I turned to jesus, I've believed in god for a long time but being born into a very narrow minded atheist family I've kept myself to myself, I have a cross, I pray thanks thats it, I got a bible last year to learn but until all this nightmare kicked off I'd never been in church.
Now I go almost everyday, I write prayer requests in the church books and use online prayer sites, as I type this I know well over 100 people have prayed for my family, at least 12 today alone. I don't care if you dear reader believe in god or not but it has shown me that despite the media endlessly trying to divide us, make out we are all selfish, deceitful creatures there is still plenty of good people in this world who do care and thats worth something, dont let the world media cloud your view and make you jaded towards humanity because of the actions of a few in power. have faith in your fellow man at least if not with god also.
As I sat in church today despairing and pleading to jesus a lady walked in looked at the notes on the prayer board and prayed for my family. people do care, remember that.