Little bit of history me and my girlfriend have been together for 5 years. We have a daughter who is 3 called.
So we had a shock of a baby early into the relationship anyway she was born and we was all living in rented acommidation. After a fall out with the landlord we all decided to live at her mum and dads house. This was early into when our daughter was born. Anyway we saved up and got a place of her own for about 2 and half years now.
Now during that time of living at her mum and dads I did not really like living there as I wanted a place of my own. So I became deatched from her mum and dad and just started staying in the bedroom with my girlfriend and my daughter. Anyway we saved up for a new place and moved in.
As I have been in debt before I never wanted to get in debt again so I became bad with money by not spending it and not going out as much as I could of done or we wanted to. I just said we had no money. Anyway during the last 3 years I had become addicted to prescription drugs codiene ones with 30mg. I was sometimes taking upto 8 to 10 in one go and just chilling all the time on the couch. She has previous left 2 times as I did not particapate in things and has come back.
Even when she left we was still doing things but just living apart she even made sure I was fed. But this time she has been gone 35 days on Sunday telling me she had enough its not working and she feels worthless. This was the final shock for me after beinf addicted to painkillers for 3 plus years the day she left I have not took one and its been hell getting over them plus her leaving with my daughter. Anyway 35 days on Sunday not touching them. We have spoken mainly by text but she does not want to come back.
I have tryed everything explaining I am getting off these for you and I will be a boy friend and a father to my daughter. Dont even come home lets just go out and see where it takes us. As I cant have closure like this knowing I have not tryed. I do so want to try and want nothing more but she is staying at her mums and I cant get to her on her own. Last time we spoke I said give me a chance so we can try dont come home lets just sit and talk. She said yes we can do that but I dont want to give you false hope.
I am not a person who talks my feelings out so dont really wanna talk to my family etc. So I decided get some honest opinions on here on what to do. She has asked for me to leave her alone and she will see if she will miss me or not. I give her time then bombard her with texts or something. I dunno what to do keep at her or leave her alone to just get on with it and accept it? Like I said before I cant have closure while I was on these pills. I can handle it if I was not on them like now and things dont work out I can accept closure then cos I know I would of tryed.