And for some reason i feel like a right tool.
I feel happy that he is no longer in any pain now.
But now wish i could have had another chance to say some things that I never had a chance to say.
But yeah i feel like i should be doing something..but what? go round for a cup of tea.
There isnt really anything i can do, other than just say hi.
Second funeral this year :(
Oh well...life goes on
ps sorry for my ramble :(