normally i dont drink last time was 2 and a half years ago
then on tues a mate persuaded me to come out for the night as we had both been out to get our hair done and i got mine cut short
to cut a long story short i got totally wasted(probably worse as i take diazepam)
i remember being bought some fowl tasting shots and being told to neck them (which in my drunken stupor i did)
i know i walked home alone but i dont remember walking my partner said i flew across the floor when i came in and then stripped down to my underwear and then went to bed
he also said he heard a big thud and i had fallen out of bed
since that night i have been really depressed (more than normal) and totally ashamed of myself.i know it was self inflicted but i just feel really pathetic about it especially thinking of one of my kids seeing me in that state that is the reason i dont drink because of seeing my mum like that when i was a child
i have been worrying myself sick about it all week,does anyone else feel like that after drinking?