I had depression before i was pregnant but it was never diagnosed, a few days after having my daughter i got baby blues where i pretty much rejected her to the point i didn't even want to feed her. A few weeks later my mood completely turned, i felt very protective of her and thought i may have post natal depression. I spoke to my health visitor and she said she couldn't refer me to anyone so i would have to see the gp. I saw the gp and they told me to fill out a form and give it back to them, about a week later they called and said i needed to fill 3 more forms! I did leave it a bit late but it was quite a struggle for me to go to the health visitor and the gp so for them to say i need to fill in more forms just makes it harder. My daughter is now 7 months old and for the past few weeks i've been feeling fed up with everything and very suicidal, i love my daughter to bits but i just feel so useless to her. Can anyone offer any advice or anything. Thanks.