Well lets start the sob story ...
Its a saturday night and i am home with the kids whilst my Hubby and Step son are in Birmingham watching Aston Villa (we are not fans, it was a trip organized by my step sons football team)
I am feeling a bit sorry for myself; the past 3 months have been a whirlwind.
I have recently had a baby and he has been quite unwell, he caught e-coli and has been in hospital, he is only 12 weeks and we have just found out he is lactose intolerant but that should solve a few problems.
I have also been looking after my mother in law who has terminal cancer and the nurses recently told us that it could any day now; its so sad as i have never met such a kind hearted woman and we were really close.
My grandparents who bought me up have also been ill. My grandfather had a nasty fall which bought on a stroke and the stress of it all bought my grandmother to have a heart attack.
I dont know what else could possibly happen and there is not enough hours in the day. Between looking after my boys (12 wks, 3 and 9) driving 15 miles to see my MIL and 15 miles in the opposite direction to visit my grandparents i feel like i am losing my sanity!
I am only 23 so still young and everyone thinks i am so strong by dealing with everything but inside i am crumbling. These few weeks should be precious moments with me and my newborn but i just dont have the energy.
My social life is suffering and dont feel confident enough to talk to my friends as they think i am the life and soul! I am normally a confident, bubbly girl. How wrong could they be!
Taxi for Aimee ....