hello, me again - day off work you see
im feeling a little crappy today and wanted to talk/write about it.
it was our engagement party at the weekend, my mum and dad came up from wales to stay the night. I was sat on the couch with ella (davids neice) and I glaned up and noticed I was surrounded by davids family, not mine, and I felt so lonely.
we will be having a party in wales where it will just be my family, and ofcourse davids mum & dad, and maybe david will look up and feel lonely too. it just got me missing my family, and wishing I lived closer to them.
ive been living away from them for 9 months now, and I wish we could be closer. Id like to nip into town on my days off with my mum, and spend time with my sister hanging out on the beach near their house. but I cant.
their in wales, were in sheffield. we have to be where work is, davids job is very important. I dont have a proper career yet, I dont even know what I want to do, so I can move around and get a basic job anywhere, but david cant. The nature of his job means we could move to tons of different places before hes old and retired.
meh, I guess I just want consoleing.