Posted 15th Nov
So around 2.5 months ago i posted a thread on HUKD 's about mother been diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer in August 2019. she worked right up till may 12th of this year. it's been the hardest, most stressful worrying time of my life.. I looked after her from the day of diagnoses for around 5 weeks all on my own at this point she couldn't even walk or move with multiple back fractures and unbearable pain due to the cancer invading everywhere including the bones. she didn't walk for the last 3 months she was bed bond and it killed me knowing she is now waiting to die as she couldn't do anything nice or go somewhere but stay in bed and detireate which she did towards the end she looked like a skeleton with muscle completely disappeared. she was on hospital after the 5 weeks I looked after her as it got to much for me and her she went to the Manchester royal to St Ann's hospice and around wenesday 13th 11:50 ish I got a call from the hospice informing she was very ill with sepsis and UTI and was rushed to hospital I went right away with my mother's sister we stayed with my dying mother from midnight till 10 that morning having to look at her dying and with references like 'please I want It over now' and her words where ' I want to go into the stars now' at 10 she sadly passed away when we all went outside for a breather. her mouth was wide open and her eyes where looking up at the ceiling hardest thing to ever witness that look will be ingrained into my mind for life the shock of finding her dead. I wanted to post this and get it off my chest and potentially hear from others and how they have felt with simalair things my regards Dan.