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    not had a drink for 2 and a half years then on tues i went out and got totally wasted :(

    normally i dont drink last time was 2 and a half years ago
    then on tues a mate persuaded me to come out for the night as we had both been out to get our hair done and i got mine cut short
    to cut a long story short i got totally wasted(probably worse as i take diazepam)
    i remember being bought some fowl tasting shots and being told to neck them (which in my drunken stupor i did)
    i know i walked home alone but i dont remember walking my partner said i flew across the floor when i came in and then stripped down to my underwear and then went to bed
    he also said he heard a big thud and i had fallen out of bed

    since that night i have been really depressed (more than normal) and totally ashamed of myself.i know it was self inflicted but i just feel really pathetic about it especially thinking of one of my kids seeing me in that state that is the reason i dont drink because of seeing my mum like that when i was a child

    i have been worrying myself sick about it all week,does anyone else feel like that after drinking?

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    awwww dont be feeling like that, laugh it off! not like you do it all the time

    Hangover guilt sucks, you'll be fine.

    I do but I suffer from depression as I get emotional whend drunk and tell people I love them and want hugged then dance non stop and get mickey taken out of me.

    I feel like an idiot

    It could have been worse.

    You could've taken E and now you would really feel like shat !!

    Banned

    I'm drinking now!

    I have suffered with depression also and it come's and go's.

    I don't take medication for it.

    Hope you feel better soon x x

    Fear not!, this reaction is quite normal after drinking so much, especially after so long without any practise. I'm sure many many many HUKDers have had a similar reaction in the same circumstances. No reason why you should feel bad about it, if it was something you did frequently then yes it would be a problem, but as a one off.......nah!!! :-D

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    ryouga;3108756

    I do but I suffer from depression as I get emotional whend drunk and tell … I do but I suffer from depression as I get emotional whend drunk and tell people I love them and want hugged then dance non stop and get mickey taken out of me.I feel like an idiot



    That's how i alway's behave!

    You are definately not an idiot x x

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    ryouga;3108756

    I do but I suffer from depression as I get emotional whend drunk and tell … I do but I suffer from depression as I get emotional whend drunk and tell people I love them and want hugged then dance non stop and get mickey taken out of me.I feel like an idiot


    errrr.....


    to be fair thats nothing to do with your depression...thats just being drunk!

    I believe it was Dean Martin that said:
    "You’re not drunk if you can lie on the floor without holding on?"

    Don't beat yourself up, most of us have a dose of the 'OMG, what have I done's?!' after a heavy night. You made it home to your bed in one piece. I'd say you did very well. Especially seeing as you hardly drink, I would really think, 'sod it, I had fun!'.

    X.

    Original Poster

    i too have depression and suffer really bad from anxiety
    i am normally quiet and very low in confidense but that night i was the opposite!
    i was still drunk yesterday,i have had to take more diazepam through worrying about what i have done
    and i feel so stupid for walking home in that state,i must of fallen because im covered in bruises

    Dont beat yourself up hun. I think most of us who do drink (occasionally to excess) regret something the next day. It doesnt sound like you do it often . Doesnt sound like you were abusive, violent or have hurt anyone by your actions - apart from perhaps your own self esteem. It happens.!

    The fact you havent had a drink in years will put your tolerance to it way low anyway

    I think you should put it down to experience and hopefully not get too cut up about it. When things like that happen - you can regret them, but you cannot go back and change anything. That goes for anything in life. You have to move forward. So - chin up, put it behind you and I hope you feel better soon xx. :thumbsup:

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    normal night out for me, thankfully i dont do it that often either

    awww bless you- really, you have absolutely no reason to feel bad.... the last time you had a drink was over 2 yrs ago...... you're allowed to let your hair down now and again
    oh and hope you're feeling better from the depression soon

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    at least you waited till you where home before you took ya clothes off hun x

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    sassie;3109096

    at least you waited till you where home before you took ya clothes off … at least you waited till you where home before you took ya clothes off hun x


    Is that not normal for you Sassie?

    I EAGERLY await your answer!

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    ODB_69;3109117

    Is that not normal for you Sassie?I EAGERLY await your answer!



    well there was a reason for it honest, and i was nearly home :oops:

    not been drunk for ages, but its not unusual for me to fall over :oops: or into hedges :oops:


    and yes when im indoors i take clothes off all over the show, next morning its like a trail of clothes in a movie,except theres no dishy man to help remove them, lol


    just put it down to experience, im sure it'll be a very long time till you do it again

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    sassie;3109133

    well there was a reason for it honest, and i was nearly home :oops:


    :w00t:

    how about me and you go on the lash together?

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    ODB_69;3109160

    :w00t:how about me and you go on the lash together?



    i must admit i do get a little bit tipsey (lol well ok alot) :w00t:

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    sassie;3109163

    i must admit i do get a little bit tipsey (lol well ok alot) :w00t:


    looooool

    me too....



    we could stagger home together!

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    ODB_69;3109213

    loooooolme too....we could stagger home together!


    what you really mean is "we could see who wips their kit off first"

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    sassie;3109224

    what you really mean is "we could see who wips their kit off first"


    Pffft...no...you'd win there...

    I usually wake up with my feet on the pillow, head at the bottom of the bed with all me clothes still on....

    ODB_69;3109233

    Pffft...no...you'd win there...I usually wake up with my feet on the … Pffft...no...you'd win there...I usually wake up with my feet on the pillow, head at the bottom of the bed with all me clothes still on....



    lmao........ I daren't tell you about me when I woke up at 7am last sat morning after a night out :oops:

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    ODB_69;3109233

    Pffft...no...you'd win there...I usually wake up with my feet on the … Pffft...no...you'd win there...I usually wake up with my feet on the pillow, head at the bottom of the bed with all me clothes still on....



    not saying a word

    midlandscomics;3109270

    lmao........ I daren't tell you about me when I woke up at 7am last sat … lmao........ I daren't tell you about me when I woke up at 7am last sat morning after a night out :oops:



    tell tell

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    midlandscomics;3109270

    lmao........ I daren't tell you about me when I woke up at 7am last sat … lmao........ I daren't tell you about me when I woke up at 7am last sat morning after a night out :oops:



    oh go on, im sure it will make edjaned feel loads better

    i was found in my front garden, killing myself laughing with no trousers on after a night out (covered in dirt i hasten to add - it was winter) :oops:

    lyndsbowes;3109287

    tell tell



    sassie;3109292

    oh go on, im sure it will make edjaned feel loads betteri was found in my … oh go on, im sure it will make edjaned feel loads betteri was found in my front garden, killing myself laughing with no trousers on after a night out :oops:



    well.......... I ain't sayin too much, but laminate floors are bloody cold on your ****. At least I'd somehow managed to roll my jeans up to make a pillow :-D

    I remember very little else tbh....apart from I know a pint of red isn't the best way to finish your night off after being on the beers :oops:


    I've been much worse though, when I was younger and (slightly) less stupid.

    midlandscomics;3109323

    well.......... I ain't sayin too much, but laminate floors are bloody … well.......... I ain't sayin too much, but laminate floors are bloody cold on your ****. At least I'd somehow managed to roll my jeans up to make a pillow :-D I remember very little else tbh....apart from I know a pint of red isn't the best way to finish your night off after being on the beers :oops:I've been much worse though, when I was younger and (slightly) less stupid.



    loooooooool my hubby does that everytime he has a drink:roll:

    lyndsbowes;3109403

    loooooooool my hubby does that everytime he has a drink:roll:



    Worst part of it was, it wasn't my house :oops:

    midlandscomics;3109413

    Worst part of it was, it wasn't my house :oops:



    pmsl yeah he's fallen asleep naked on my dads bathroom floor and my dad walked in stepped over him, went the toilet and went back to bed:w00t:

    lyndsbowes;3109437

    pmsl yeah he's fallen asleep naked on my dads bathroom floor and my dad … pmsl yeah he's fallen asleep naked on my dads bathroom floor and my dad walked in stepped over him, went the toilet and went back to bed:w00t:



    when I was about 18 I polished off a bottle of vodka by myself on a 10-mile charity walk (long story :-D). After throwing up on someone I didn't know, I got back home (was still at parents at the time) and slept on the bathroom floor for a full 24hrs :oops:

    midlandscomics;3109474

    when I was about 18 I polished off a bottle of vodka by myself on a … when I was about 18 I polished off a bottle of vodka by myself on a 10-mile charity walk (long story :-D). After throwing up on someone I didn't know, I got back home (was still at parents at the time) and slept on the bathroom floor for a full 24hrs :oops:



    loooool you and my hubby would be lethal together:-D

    lyndsbowes;3109495

    loooool you and my hubby would be lethal together:-D



    I think back now, and there were so many other nights (or days :whistling:) that went down the same route :oops:

    Slept in a flowerbed once (not naked luckily) :-D

    midlandscomics;3109509

    I think back now, and there were so many other nights (or days … I think back now, and there were so many other nights (or days :whistling:) that went down the same route :oops:Slept in a flowerbed once (not naked luckily) :-D



    lol
    going now hun.... gotta feed the animals...err kids. will probs see you later in the pub xx

    lyndsbowes;3109538

    lolgoing now hun.... gotta feed the animals...err kids. will probs see … lolgoing now hun.... gotta feed the animals...err kids. will probs see you later in the pub xx



    yeah you probrably will, as long as I'm not naked and unconscious somewhere :oops:

    In fact I got the kids for night too, so better be on best behaviour :thumbsup:

    see ya

    midlandscomics;3109557

    yeah you probrably will, as long as I'm not naked and unconscious … yeah you probrably will, as long as I'm not naked and unconscious somewhere :oops:In fact I got the kids for night too, so better be on best behaviour :thumbsup:see ya



    lol untill they go to bed:whistling:

    lyndsbowes;3109569

    lol untill they go to bed:whistling:



    yeah, we'll see

    Original Poster

    thanks everyone lol
    years ago i used to get into these states all the time
    but i thought being older and more sensible these days i thought i would be able to handle a few drinks,i was obvously wrong
    i even smoked a fag for the first time in 5 years
    i also did alot of flirting which again is not like me at all
    its my birthday this month and my mate is going on about another night out

    if im honest i had a really good night up until i got wasted
    it would be nice if i could go out again for a drink and just come home drunk but not wasted

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    edjaned, go with the flow hun, it does you good to have a blast, well it does me, only because it stops me being capable of thinking for about 2 days after - lol

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    jellybaby22;3109348

    looooool reading this has made me feel slighlty better about trying to … looooool reading this has made me feel slighlty better about trying to take my clothes off at a bus stop ( i was drunk) I was so tired and decided to start stripping off..funny thing was how long it took before anyone tried to stop me..( and that was after 3 drinks.....I get drunk quick....:giggle:)


    WOOP WOOP

    I picked right there then....cheap nights! hows this we take it in turn to pay!

    Therefore I pay £5...u pay £70...hows that??
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